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hola…

as usual, i really dont know what to talk about in this blog,i just write whatever comes across my mind… dan sudah sesungguhnya aku akan hanya mmbuang masaku untuk menulis blog apabiler aku raser cam nak carutkan someone or something…

1st thing 1st… afiq,humbankanlah komputer ko ni ke laut…buat umpan ikan lagi bagus…takpon tukun tiruan…dapat gak tolong nelayan2 kat sibu tu…ops!!

honestly, i myself am not sure if my blog is available for others to read.. after ive posted my previous entry,i tried to view my blog,but i couldnt…something wrong somewhere dan disebabkan aku ni tak amik komputer engineering, juga bukan seorang pelajar mmu,harapan ler aku nak tau camner nak fix menalah ni… kalau mintak aku wat integration by parts ataupun differentiation of inverse hyperbolic function boleh ler aku sikit2…eh’eh,aku ter’mario’ ker??

kalau korang taktau,mario tu budak kms dulu yg kepoyoan dier memancar ibarat aura san goku supersaiya ke4 ataupon chakra naruto yg ader nine tails tu…(aper aku merapu nih??)

mario mmg terkenal dgn kepoyoannyer…

dimana sahaja dier berada,manusia disekelilingnyer pasti akan dapat merasai aura poyonyer itu,dan disebabkan terlalu kuat, kami, bebudak kms telah sepakat melabel aura itu sebagai "aura mario"

kat auckland ni pon dah ramai yg kami dah identify sebagai pelapis mario, dimana mereka juga memancarkan aura mario yg tidak kurang hebatnyer…

tapi disebabkan masalah2 teknikal dan takut ilang penaja ataupon pengaruh setempat, takyah ler aku menamakan calon2 pelajar akademi mario kiter pada entry kali ini…(lek ar,AF pon ader audition)…kalau nak tau,aku la pengkritik tetap AM(akademi mario)…dewah…feeling ogy plak…

sebenarnyer,the main thing that has driven me to writing something in this is because i want to talk about the brief meeting i had with the councelling adviser of UOA.. aku ngn menn went to see a kaunselor regarding our missing-the-test thingy… she gave me hope and damnit, i’ve started hoping already…

before we stepped into her office,i told menn to prepare ourselves for the worst,that maybe the kaunselor wont be able to offer us any help.. and that means,our chance of passing the course isnt getting any better…

but it was the other way around,she was the one who started to make up excuses for us… and i had the thought, with her support, maybe our appeal to sit for the test would be considered…

but,when i did some reality check, it all dont make sense anymore..

the test was so long ago…its been roughly 3weeks since the date of the test.. i just dont think there is enough time for everybody for everything.. the course is ending in 2 weeks time.. i’d have to concentrate on my study coz i wudnt want to fail any other subjects…one lifting is heavy enuf..(heavy…heavy…u got so heavy baby… u got so heavy on me…sempat lagi tarik lagu ‘heavy’ yg jenifer hudson nyanyi dalam dreamgirls tu)

well, bak kater kaunselor tu, there is no time in trying…so that’s exactly what we’r gonna do…we’ll go on with the appeal…*kalau tau dek bapak aku ni,mampos aku kena terajang kot…

kalau tak dapat,nak wat caner lak… aku dah berusaha,yer tak?

ok ler tu,aku nak pegi mendobi lak ni… nnt biler aku raser nak carut orang lagi, aku tulis ler lagi something… adios…..

asslamualaikum…

its been so long since i last wrote anything here… lately, i’ve been reading other people’s blogs and it struck me, maybe i could write some thing like that too…it also got me to think,what’s the point of using english in myblog when i can write stuffs which are way so much cooler and funnier if i just use malay instead… my english isnt my priority now coz im already in auckland…why shud i care if it is deteriorating or not??..coz i just dont give a shit anymore… and for that, i have decided to write in both malay and english in my blog…

permulaan bicara dibuka dengan memanjatkan kesyukuran kepada Tuhan yg esa yg telah sekali lagi merungkai secebis keinsafan didalam diri ini, setelah selama beberapa bulan diri dilamun keseronokan dan kefanaan dunia yg hanya melekakan dan memunahkan nilai diri(pehal tetiba aku giler macam mon ni??)

my life has been like hell lately… masalah tak sudah2… macam fookies jer rasernyer…(fedulik hapa aku,aku nak mecarut sesuker aku jer dalam nih)…

kefantatan hidop aku bermula apabila aku mengetahui bahawa i have missed my critical thinking 2nd test… boleh tak korang bayangkan betapa berengset dan vavi nyer aku raser biler aku dpt tahu yg aku dah terlepas ujian bang-ang tu… fooks tol… time tu aku main voli kat ororke…pas main tu kakak yg samer kelas critical thinking aku tanyer aku "how was the test?"..

so aku pon reply la "it was fine.." Aku igt yg si kakak tu tadi sedang bicara pasal 1st test… nak jer aku cakap aku dapat A, aura berlagak aku dah mula nak menyelinap jer keluar… tapi time tu test1 dah lamer giler dah lepas,aku pon kepelikan jer la…

pastu aku tanyer dier laks "biler test 2 ek?"

dier cakap dgn nada pelik tapi dalam ketawa slow seolah2 aku sedang berlawak pulak "tadi kate fine jer,dah lepas lah"

aku dgn bangang nyer gelak la sambil berkata "pandai kak ni nak buat lawak yer…hehehe… tak lawak lah"

dier reply "ya Allah, betol lah.. dah lepas, selasa aritu… tak pegi ker?"

kechuakan mula melitupi diri sedikit demi sedikit.. tapi cuber maintain cool sambil berkata kepada diri sendiri,mungkin ader something that could explain the situation..

driven by kerisauan yg mula menguasai dir,overwhelmed with anxeity, aku pon pulang untuk menge’cek’ cecil dan betapa keparatnyer perasaanku the moment i saw the announcement on cecil… i have missed the fucking test… i called menn and he said "we are so fucked up!!!"

the next day we went to the philosophy department to see the lecturer to ask him about our problem. there was nothing that he cud do, but suggested us to fill the concession form and state our excuses for mising the test…

sebenarnyer aku dgn menn yg bang-ang pasal took things for granted, kelas pagi kol 8 tu harapan lah nak pegi…

duvet aku yg sungguh empuk itu membatalkan sumer hasrat dan niat suci nak pegi kelas pagi kol 8…ditambah pula kesejukan auckland di pagi hari yg mmg mngundang kengantukan berganda mengakibatkan bantal dan katil menjadi pilihan utama, they come 1st before anything else… kengkadang subuh pon hancos…(argh… aku terdigress lagi)

kitorang taktau ader test tu… disebabkan sebab yg bordoh itu..kitorang takleh nak ngambik test tu… kebabian yg lebih teruk ialah biler we knew that the test carries 30% of the final course mark… like SHIT!!!!!!

vavi tol… paling tinggi pon leh dapat 70 jer.. tak guner la dapat A maser 1st test tu…

dah lah assignment 40%, kena buat essay lak tu…matila aku…

aku raser aku dah habis bercerita pasal kefookian menalah tu… sekarang aku nak mengeji kefantatan TRC lak… TRC ialah temfat yg faling fookies didalam seantero dunia…

adaka patot dier charge internet 2ice per sem pasal aku dok 2 orang dalam satu bilik… maser memula masuk afiq dah bayar,ni dier charge lagi account kitorang… dgn selamba badak dan tanpa rasa bersalah jer..fookis x?

pastu dier cakap aku ader buat breach of regs… kat trc fooki ni kan takleh download p2p..cam fantat.. kena fine $50…fantats!!!

masalahnyer, aku taktau pon biler aku buat tu.. seingat fikiran waras aku ni lah, takder pon… berani jer aku sumpah angkat quran kate aku tak buat pon menalah yg dier tuduh aku buat tu…

fantat tol ler rasernyer…next sem aku nak beram dari temfat fooki ni…nak dok flat 14 lah… macam best jer…

pastu ni baru jer aku dapat notis lagi kater aku nyer bilik fail the room inspection… macam vavi tol… selamber jer nak inspect2 bilik orang…igt mrsm ker??

kalau kat jasin tu lain ler… ader jer si jijiktu nak datang bilik orang, sebat bebudak ngn rotan fantats dier tu pepagi soh bersihkan bilik…emo sungguh aku biler mengenangkan betapa ramainyer manusia kejijikan di atas bumi Tuhan ini…

argh…terdigress lagi…

dah fail room inspection,kena fine lagi…$30…veri2 the vavi tol…

tau nak duit orang jer… lantak ar bilik nak kotor ker aper ker..

aku ok jer dalam bilik ni, nak sebok2 lak… aku dah beram nnt bersihkan ar sendiri…

fanjang dah aku membebel ni… kang jadi macam blog bedah lak…2 online only…

ah,lantak ar… fedulik hapa aku kalau semut pon taknak baca blog aku… yg fenting aku puas…puas ngutok TRC fooks dgn diri sendiri fasal terlalu bangang dan ignorant sampai taktau ader 2st test… FANTATS TOLS…….!!!!!!!!!!!!