mine and mine alone…

hola…MYA MOR
start dari arini, korang sumer kena panggil aku uchiha itachi…

hahahahaha….
aku raser korang sumer tak perlu penjelasan kenape..
pasal korang sumer mesti dah tahu…
pasal rambutku yg persis si akatsuki member tu(itachi)

entry kali ni… tidak lain dan tidak bukan adalah disebabkan kebosanan yg melanda idopku akhir2 ni… pada petang yg sunyi (pasal sikecil name ongasli tu takde bilik)…

but there were a few things yg sungguh menarik happened lately..
like semalam i went to k’road to isap shisha with my frens..
there were 12 of us..
sungguh meriah kedai banggali tu…

isap shisha mmg ler meriahnyer…
ditambah pulak dgn kemunculan makhluk2 unik yg rata2 nyer bersarang di outlet sebelah kedai shisha banggalikemalu tu…

begitu ramai permaisuri heret(dragqueen) disitu..
gila bab nyer banyak…
tapi yg kat sini bukan stok2 yg kat lorongjitaib tu, yg kat saner cun2 la jugak..
seriusly, ader tu kalau korang tgk…leh konfius ke’heretanpermaisuri’annyer…
seriusly chantek gilos…(odinatsya jgn peras kat sini ok…ko tu chantek ker??)

tp yg kat k’road tu masculine habis…kalah capek si atlet…

punyalah bangang… badan besar cam anak gajah…
berketul2 lak tu… gaya pemain ragbi dah… aleh2 jadi drag queen… vodos x??
kalau yg set2 slim mlim (jgn ar pndg2 aku…segan dow) tu boleh lah diterima akal logika…kire candogak ar…(wes…seriusly jgnla tgk2 aku…*blushing)

pastu dgn pakaian nyer… ngalahkan tarzan (ke jane??)…
tak cukup kain…
konfius aku… dah tau kaki awak tu berbulu, berketul2… tau2 la nak kaverina sikit… serlahkan lah keayuan itu (wlupun palsu)…dah ko pki skirt setakat nak kave bulu pubis je baik tak payah… vangang gilos…..

ko hengat ko chantek ker???

tak cukup lagik… sore garau dah macam petir nak ujan…
gelak kuat gilerbab… macam nak announce seantero alam dier tu chantek…
tahper lah yg endah nyer tah…

adeke laki yg akan terpikat ngn mereka2 itu?? sungguh musykil diriku…
noone can be that desperate….
baik lg kambing…*ops…..

cis korang!!!pemikiran yellow tol…

aku boleh jer kalau nak gune mangekyou genjutsu aku…tapi tak patut ar kot…
wat buang chakra aku jer…

hahahaha….*aku sungguh sudah terpengaruh ngn naruto-kun

despite the kehadiran ‘makhluk2 unik’ tersebut.. i reckon the nite we had is surely a memorable one…
sonok ar… aku amek video banyak gak ar…
ader video odie isap shisha, dino pon…capdon terbatuk2…hahahaha
pastu paling kelak dan lucu tgk key ngn pasha lalok….(loklak ar….ah!!!…samer ar tu)

kelakar giler aku tgk… tapi si macho itachi tetap cool dgn sharinggan beliau… hahahahaha

per lagi nak cite ek…

ha…
pasni aku nak beram gi ke chc for bersatu games…
excited giler aku nak main snow…beser ar…kat konoha manede snow kot…

bukan excited pasal bersatu(aku kan petunia celop)..
tapi excited nak ke ‘pekanpermaisuri’……………..hahahaha…penuh ngn permasuriheret kot…

pastu nanti dibuatnyer…
time nak balik ke sini nnt…
kete rosak,
stranded kat lam utan…
pergh!!!!
gempak giler sial….
konfem adventurous…

asal bodo sgt mintak kete rosak pastu stranded lak ni?? bodo x??

bukan aper…
aku sajer nak raser cabaran idop sikit…
kalau tak kena,takper ar…
selamat sikit…
tapi kureng fun ar kot…

wes…
dah ler tu…
aku dah penat menaip…tapi sebenanyer ader benda nak citer lagi ni…
save it for later ar…
pasni aku nak cite pasal
"MIMPI BASAH!!!!!"

wes….hello sumorang…
lamer doh aku tak nulih blog… eventho i don realy have anything yg best untuk dicoretkan(pergh…"coret" sial)… tapi aku raser nak tulis gak…

dah seminggu start coti… nak kate best tu mmg ar best…tapi…kadang2 camdoh gak…its as if u feel like there is no purpose of u being here…pastu muler ar raser cam bangang yahamat…raser cam sengal jer… bangun tido liwat gilos!!! ader budak kecil tu kol 6 ptg baru nak bahngun…maner tak nyer…dok asek tgk citer katun lumber bebudak sampai kol8 pg…tak dibuat dek org tol….

wes…aper yg aku mrepeks ni…

ha… aku nak tulis pasal kebosanan coti ni ler… biler ader kelas, haram malas sungguh nak ke uni tu, mater tu dah mcm kena gam… nak membuter jer sampai petang…tapi biler dah coti taknak lak tido mater ni…

mereka2 yg kayakaya mentega tu boleh ler senang2 jer nak balik malaysia, set2 tak cukup pitih gaya gue ni, dok sini jer ler… tapi ader gak yg kaya tak balik mesia tapi gediks2 nak keje lak…keje dah lah kat vector arena jer…sebabnyer kemaruk nak tgk pink…*ops……………

keje…
kalau bosan gi ar keje kan….tapi aku ni pemal…
pastu cam ader jer keje sekarang ni…
kalau nak senang (pasal aku ni pemal), baik aku join si zul blur tu jer..’internet marketeer berjaya’…(dgn nada sinis sekali)…
tapi kalau betol leh jadi kayakaya buat camtu,camner???
tak ke nyesal dan sebel banget gue nnt…
lantak ler ngko…
gue emangnya malas mahu pikirin itu suma…
baik aku tulis blog…

wes…. merepek jer aku..  tapi takder aper2 yg bergunak pon lagik yg aku tulis…

ha… tatiba aku ader something yg terlintas di benak gue ini…
korang pecaya enggak yg dalam dunie ni… wujudnyer family2 gaya uchiha dan hyuga(family2 genius)….untuk di compare kan dgn family2 gaya haruna, yamanaka, aburame etc(fam yg kureng genius)..??*aku tgh kemaruk naruto-kun sekarang

in my life, i’ve seen many yg from the genius family…how do we tell them from everybody else??
u cant actually…unless u’ve known the person and their family long enuf to know…
maser aku membesar dulu, ader la sorang budak ni, tua staun dari aku.. family dier pandai2 jer sumer..kakak dier ketua pelajar kat sek rendah aku tu…
dapat 4A upsr(time tu mmg 4 jer subjek)…
pastu member aku tu jadik pengawas…dapat 5A..
adek dier lak, dah lah lepas PTS…pengawas gak…pastu 5A gak…pastu tak silap aku time pmr, derang sumer dapat 8A….SPM aku tak tau…
(aper kaitan jadi pengawas ngn pandai???)

jeles giler aku ngn derang time tu… kat neighborhood aku tu…fam dier jer ar yg paling menyerlah… tah aper lah rahsia derang… adakah disebabkan faktor pemakan???..(takder kaitan langsung)

time tu gue enggak mature lagik… so aku regard them as being lucky for having such high IQ to begin with…
pastu aku masuk jasin…
pergh!!!!!!!! ramai gilak lagi org2 pandei ropernyer…. pastu KMS… lagi ler…
udah ler pandei… pastu cando2 lak tu….pastu terer main bola laks tu…(jgn sesaper nak peras kat sini…aku cakap pasal diriku…hahahahaha)
argh!!!!jeles banget gue…..
aku terus terjatuh….terjunam ker tempat tercurut di dalam liga "jejaks2 HOT"…
(ape kaitan ngn family genius??)

mereka2 yg pepandai tu pon turned to be those yg family derang cando2…eh silap….genius2 sumer nyer…aku bg contoh ler…(saperyg tak kenal solihin tu,buat2 kenal jer ar)
solihin….hantu tu dapat CGPA 3.9 kat jasin…10A1 SPM(kalau tak silap)…pastu A lvl 15 pts….
pastu adek dier yg PTS tu dpt 3.8 kot…9A1…sekarang tggu result IB….wat medic…

ader lagik…
chep dan kakak nyer…
konfem ar derang pon mempunyai sejarah2 educasi yg power2 gak…klu tak, takkan leh sampai ke NZ kedua2nyer…

dah cukup dah contoh2 aku…(dah takder idea nak contoh saper sbnanyer)
so, aku nak tanyer ni…
betulke ader family2 genius seperti itu??
does that mean those who are not among them are helpless??
no chance of excelling??

though very foolish it may sound… but i think its a question worth mentioning………..
for us to think it through..and look for the answer…
and in the process,we might as well realize that…
eventho we’re not among the genius..
we can still excel in what we do…
HARDWORKS!!
(cewah…macam rock lee lak aku)

yer…sungguh ironi…
a word of advice about being rajin from a very pemalpemalpemalas guy…
wes…
jgn judge the person giving the advice..tapi consider ar aper yg di kabarkan itu…

wahai rakan2…
mari kiter sumer jadi rajin…rajin dalam sumer hal…

jadi,rajin2 lah beli soto ayam petunia…5$ saja…terhangat di pasaran…
beli lah byk2….sungguh sedap dan gerentut pueh ati….
(monolog dalaman = ramai org beli, lagi byk subsidi aku dpt…hehehehe…)

k lah…
gue mau sambung main game…
tata….

hola…

sejak dari subuh tadi lagi aku terbaring2 jer atas katilku yg empuk itu coba menidurkan kembali diri ini… tapi gagal…

instead, i kept thinking of a few incrdibly stupid things about life.. that was when i came to thinking about the fact that everybody in the world*almost everybody lah kot… suker yg chantek2 jer…

goodlooks is a priority…???

korang takyah lah plastik kat sini… mmg betol pon,sumer nak canthek… ataupon yg kacak*tetiba aku rasa macam ramai org tgh fikirkan aku…

aku cakap everybody pasal aku pon sama….hahaha*ibarat ibu ketam ngajar anaknyer jalan lurus… ader sorang mamat indon ni aku kenal maser chat kat ym..namer dier varda geylang*tu dia, nama bukan main,taknak kalah kehendonannyer…(hendon? dah arwah dah…ops!!)…

dier kasi link frester dier,aku buhkak ler…pastu ader gambar solo sorang cowok ni.. punyerlah cando, muker licin putih melepok bak tepung cina(bedak sejuk kot??)..konfem kacak…

aku pon terus jer terpanggil untuk menjadi kawan dier tanpa ragu2 lagik… it turned out, the candoguy dalam gambar tu, bukan si varda gilang tadi..*haper nyer bang-ang ler letak gambar org lain dalam frenster kau??…..vodos x??

aku tau time si varda ni kasi aku tgk webcam dier…pelik sungguh time tu… dalam frester bukan main cando, kenaper org dalam webcam ni macam vavi jer hudos??? dgn rambut ketaknyer, muker ber’nasik’… eeew!!! sejak tu, terus jer aku tak hengen layan si hendon tadi!!! kehkehkeh…

vavi kan perangai aku?… biler aku fikir2 valik, mmg camsial jer..tapi tu sumer lumrah..konfem la sumorang (yg poyo2 plastik tu takyah nak menghipokritkan diri).. nak yg cando2 jer…

kalau nak cari cowok tu,mesti nak yg cando, kacak(eh, kenaper sumer orang tgk aku???*blushing), yg kekar, tinggi(eh,jgnlah tgk2 aku lagi…segan dow) macho, maskulin, gergantuans etc..kalau cewek lak nak yg slim melim, ayu,muker licin, putih melepak, ‘buah saiz betik’…rambut lurus(adeke?? rambut kira gak ker??)…

habis tu,camner dgn mereka2 yg tak seberapa tu?? yang kertu, gemus, hitam legam,muker bernasik, ‘buah cherry’, fendeks, hidungkembang(ala2 penyanyi lagu ‘kesetiaan’tu), rambut ketak(yes, rambut pon penting gak,kalau tak,takder maknanyer aku beli iron rambut tu der)…

dalam hal ni, saper yg rugi?mereka dan keluarga mereka..*tetiba feeling deanna yusoff ringgit kasorga…

whose lost is it if u chantek2 people are being so choosy and only make frens yg mereka yg cando2 gak?? u might it’s not ur lost.. but u never know….

derang(cewah, konon aku tak termasuk lah golongan tu)…derang nak gak merase diinginkan,didambakan…tapi secara logika nyer… manusia maner yg pengenkan mereka tu?… kiter ni kan makhluk sebaik2 ciptaan, mesti ar nak yg chantek2 jer…

tapi mereka2 tu juga makhluk sebaik2 ciptaan=manusia gak…just like all the other goodlooking people out there…is it fair?? but then again,some ppl may not have what the others have.. there isnt anyone in this world yg dapat sumer benda…hardly anyone… can u name one??

tetiba si bedah nyampuk…

bedah : i know a guy who seems to have everything in this world that every other guy could ask for…

mr.kacak@nauzi : really?? who are u talking about??

bedah : the one and only.. the superbly magnificent encik nauzi yg kacak…

mr.kacak@nauzi : well, please… tell me something i don’t know….

hahahahahaha….konfem bengang jer korang baca…

so moral nyer di sini… jgn ler korang jadi macam aku… jgn nak pilih kawan berdasarkan ruper jer… serius, yg kureng chantek tu pon,kehadiran derang dalam idop korang juger tidak ternilai harganyer…so treasure ur frens… tak kire la derang tu hudos ker aper… sumer org diberi atributes yg berbeza2, tapi sumer pon adil jer… seriusly…

k lah,aku nak mandi…tak jadi sambung membuta…nak stadi math,ngn buat assignment ‘pemikiran kritikal’…

vavai……………..

hola…

i have nothing much to tell ACTUALLY.. or maybe i just donno what shit to write here.. cam vodo gak ar rasernyer… keyboard ‘tukun tiruan’ ni menyusahkan keje menaip aku jer…

ok,i think i’ll tell about the dream i had once that never fails to remind me how important it is for me to appreciate the people in my life.."people are what matters"..u’d know meredith grey says that in grey’s anatomy if u watch the series…

a few years back, my big bro and i never got along.. since junior high, i’ve hated him.. he never stopped being an ass to me..he stole my money, used my stuffs and even lost them and he also did other things which really pissed me of..i once swore that if he died, that day wud be the happiest day in my life coz i had always wished him dead…and maybe, on that day, the only thing i’d do is to laugh over his death…

one night, i had a dream… i was in boarding school (mrsmj)..in the dream, my friend told me that the principal wanted to see me coz something happened at home and i needed to go back asap..

he told me my brother had an accident and was in the ICU(intensive care unit).. i was speechless and in that instant, my mind was filled with horible things, i cudnt imagine what will happen if he died.. but i didnt cry coz i thought, if i cried, that wud mean i’ve already let him go.. i didnt want that.. i didnt want him to die…there’s still so much…

so i rushed back home..i cudnt stop praying to God wishing that my bro will survive..there was still so much i wanted to tell him, wanted to do with him and i was afraid that i might not get the chance to tell him how much he meant to me…flashes of memory was playing before me and without my knowing it, tears started streaming down my cheek…and i cud see the times we had together, when we were still kids.. the countless quarells i had with him, the jargons we used to made up together.. all the hatred i had towards him all along just disappeared..

but … he didnt make it.. on my way home, my sis called me and told me he was dead.. i cried.. i cried so bad like i never cried before.. then suddenly, i woke up.. i realized it was only a dream.. there are no words that can sufficiently describe my feelings…i cud still feel the tears on my cheek.. i cried in my sleep.. even after i woke up, i cudnt stop crying…

i was wrong… i wudnt laugh my lungs out on the day he dies…I wud CRY…

then it hit me.. i love my brother..no matter how bad he’s been to me.. how awful the things he has done.. he’s still my brother and there is no way that i cud hate him.. even after what he’s put me thru,my love to him surpasses them all…(but,he is still a jerk though)

i never told anyone about the dream before.. well, it was only a dream.. but it sure had made an impact in my life.. it changed the way i feel towards my bro.. in a way, it made me more mature and taught me that families, either biological or the family u make for urself, they are what matters in our lives…

u can never hate them as much as u love them…