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salam..

before i move on to write what i want to write here.. let me tell you why im feeling this urge to write about this topic once again(i wrote about it once somewhen around 3 years ago)..

i went to cinema today with a fren and we watched a malay movie called kelantanese boys.. i didnt even know about the movie before, and it never occured to me to want to watch it.. i watched it because my fren blanja..

hmm.. how do i start.. maybe i shud tell what i think about the movie.. frankly, i think i like it.. maybe because what is being shown in the movie seems realistic and something that is relateable to some of us..

i know i am not a kelantanese to comment so much on this matter, but based on my life experience and also having lots of kelantan frens, i believe i may as well be at the right place to have a say, or atleast express my thoughts about them..

hmm… apa la aku merepek kat atas tu kot.. lantak la..

the movies portrays the lives of 2 different kelantan guys who are living in KL.. one named jaha, sorang lagi buchek.. jaha ni jahat ar.. buchek ni baik..

jaha ni dier main judi, rogol orang, minom arak la.. suke gadoh2.. bunuh orang lak tu.. he is known as ‘mr america’ by his frens pasal dier ni cam selamber2 jer buat2 benda dosa ni.. dier time kecek2 kawan baik ngn si buchek ni..

si buchek ni plak baek.. smayang tak tinggal, dier cam the kind of kelantan yg ‘jadi orang’ bila sampai kat KL..(serius muka bali terbayang2 di muka aku time tgk si buchek ni)

expectedly, they all speak in klantan dialect la kan.. haha.. and i laughed a few times la jugak listening to them.. pastu derang cam duduk ramai2 lam satu umah.. bsepah2 pesumer.. mmg cam betol2 la.. so aku rasa cam realistic ar citer ni.. bukan aku nak memprovoke anyone kata klantanese slekeh ke apa.. its the fact and im acttualy glad that someone is brave enuf to show it in a movie.. sama ar mcm derang tunjuk dak2 mat rempit dalam citer remp-it ke, kl mjerit ker.. citer2 cani yg buat kita dapat tgk and sedar the kind of life yang di hidupi oleh mereka2 ini..

haa… tetiba aku cam teringat satu citer ni.. it was told by one of my frens la that i knew from the world wide web.. dier story la kat aku, when he was in matrix or in the uni.. he had a few kelantanese frens.. and since he’s the only one among his frens that is from KL, he had to be sort of a ‘tourist guide’ to his klantanese frens.. it came as a shock to him when all of his frens were so eager and bersemangat nak pergi CM.. i was like “watdehel?? why CM??”

aku cam tak paham per la yg mnarek nyer CM tu.. tapi ta kesah la kan.. different people have different perceptions on things kot.. dalam movie yg aku tgk tadi pon derang cam salu jer pegi CM.. haha.. i guess some things never change kot..huhu..

hmm.. pstu ada la jugak si halim yazid tu berdikir barat lam citer tu.. i didnt know there is such thing as konsert dikir barat being held kat area2 KL.. haha.. so ignorant of me.. aku cam berminat gak nak tgk konsert dikir barat cani..

haaa… aku cam da ngantok la.. rasa nak tdo.. maybe nnt aku akan tulis lagi.. kalau ada apa2 yg boleh di ceritakan la..

okla.. kendian~~

daku kini sudah berada di rumah.. wangsa maju.. da makan pon masakan ibu.. minum air teh ibu.. seronok juga melihat anak2 buah da besa.. main guling2 bersama mereka.. hehehe.. aleya aiman alisya.. and satu lagi good news, my kak ngah baru je slamat deliver a baby girl.. nama aku cam ta tau per.. sok aku tanya ar kot apa nama baby itu..

but still.. i feel like im missing something.. its so hard for me to explain.. i really miss my frens kot.. and rasa cam im lacking something.. maybe pasal sebelom ni cam da rapat gile ngn derang kan.. so bila bpisah rasa cam sedih ar..

rindu CH..

i dont know what else to write.. jet lag.. need more sleep.. later~~

hai.. salam sejahtera.. dan assalamualaikum..

arini ari selasa 18 hb.. semalam ari senin ari last exam aku.. dynamix.. or mecheng222.. susah cam haram.. aku pon tamo cite pjg leba psl exam tu karna ia hanya akan bikin pusing kapla aku ja..

since semalam n arini aku mmg sangat lapang dan free(percuma?).. pasal da tada bende yg perlu di fikirkan secara membabi buta.. except satu benda.. aku kena packing2.. pastu bayar bil tepon kat empire 300++ kot..

nak cakap pasal bil tepon ni pon aku da mcm malas.. pasal aku rasa aku mmg akan kena baya pon bil tu.. mmg menghampakan.. tapi lantak la.. lebih baik tak bicara pasal benda tu sekang..

haaa… semalam dalam kol 8 lbey sket camtu.. pas maghrib la senang citer.. BECA ada la wat makan2.. sempena nak meraikan dak2 senior yg da abes blaja.. dan nak balek malaysia for good.. antara yg datang semalam AKAK, POKE, RAFI, ANIL, ARSHAD, JEGHI.. tu je kot yg aku igt.. mkn2 la dulu.. derang masak bbq.. ada ayam, sosej sume la.. konyang poghot den.. pas mkn2.. sesi mberi ucapan dari senior n junior lak.. aku pon cam sedih gak.. tp tu la adat dunia.. yg bertemu akan berpisah.. ye tak?

da selesai berpelok2an dan bsalam2an ngn dak2 final year tu, balek landings.. tgk video shada.. video ni was made by azhan n tawfiq kot (kalo x silap) sebagai satu kenangan untuk merakamkan segala peristiwa manis dan indah semasa kitorang bersama shada hana idrus.. rasa cam sdey tol tgk video tu.. lagi sdih bila memikirkan shada da nak balek malaysia.. and pasni da takde da nak lepak2 ngn dier.. gi karoke.. gi hulucat.. pegi situ pegi sini.. lepak2 ke.. buat itu buat ini.. aiyooo~~ begitu susah untuk aku describe betapa sedih n pilu rasanya nak berpisah.. semalam hairi nak pegi airport pon da macam sdeh2.. tak sangka diri ini sudah begitu attached dengan mereka sumer.. dan memikirkan saat nak balek malaysia.. nk tinggalkan CH ku yg disayangi.. hanya tuhan je tahu..

aaaaahhhhh…. dahhhh… tamo ar cakap pasal sdeh2.. pikir positif.. bpisah pon bukan utk slamanya.. nnt akan bertemu semula.. perpisahan ini yg mengajar kita dan membuatkan kita sedar betapa pentingnya mereka2 ini dalam hidop.. kehadiran mereka adalah antara harta paling berharga yg aku miliki kini.. semua yg terjadi antara kita ada hikmah.. and this is the best there is for us.. the Lord knows best..

hmmm.. ok2.. nak cite pasal benda lain plak..

pasni aku nak pack2 barang da.. masok kotak.. simpan kat landings kot.. sket je kot brg aku.. pastu sambung lepak2 ar.. tgk flava flave kat shada’s.. sok check out empire.. then igt nak pegi main ice skating.. memula igt nak pegi ice skating harini.. tapi tadi mereka2 ni nak pegi makan ikan bakar kat fish market kat harbour tu.. so tadi pon pergi la memanjakan anak tekak and treat ourselves to some very delightful cuisine of fresh salmon, snapper, and ikan2 lain tu..(taktau nama).. konyang poghot den lagi..

okla kot.. aku nak sambung kemas2 bilek la kot.. aku pon rasa cam da takder per2 nak di tuliskan lagi.. nnt bebila tules lagi.. blog ni pon tah baper ketol jer orang baca.. ok.. later~~

haloooo….

saya sedang happy.. dan juga gumbira.. saya punyai CH yg shayang shayer!!

huhu.. tetiba jer aku guna ’saya’ lak ni.. rasa cam berumur 36 tahun pulak.. guna ’saya’ hanya dgn CH ku saja..

ok2.. the main reason i wanted to blog today is to tell about my trip to cape reinga and other places as well.. i went there with odie, acap matyer and bro zahidi.. the best thing is that our expanses was on bro zahidi.. that includes transportation, food and accomodation.. damn right we were lucky.. lucky sangat2 k..

begerak from auckland at 6am after solat subuh.. naik kete peugeot kaler merah tu.. tapi aku tak sure lak model per.. yg penting lawa and aku pon teros jer rasa cam orang kaya naik kete tu.. hahaha.. nak beli sndiri tak mampoo kot.. naik kete orang sudey..

the nite before lepak2 kat hulucat.. then lepak umah pasha.. main risk.. tapi aku tak main ar.. aku jadi advisor untuk shada.. dapat kalahkan pasha.. haha.. salu dier cam lucky jer main.. baleng dadu mada dapat 6 jer.. selain main risk.. aku main gita hero gak.. ngn main PES.. kalahkan si qayum bajet tu..

eh..apasal aku citer pasal lepak2 kat umah pasha lak ni.. tadi nak citer pasal trip.. ok2.. here it goes..

gerak lepas subuh tu.. bro drive la.. kitorang guna GPS je nak navigate our way to the north.. i was impressed.. really.. it was my first time seeing the GPS device at work.. hi tech sungguh.. kagum2.. but since i didnt get any sleep the nite before.. i slept most of the time during our journey tu.. tapi i remember feeling sick like hell.. so drowzee, might be due to the road being so bumpy and bro zahidi’s driving yg tak berapa nak smooth..*opps!! jgn marah honest melampau*..i had to stop him to get some fresh air.. pasal mmg rasa cam nak muntah giler time tu.. pastu baru leh sambung, then ok je sampai la ke PAIHIA tu.. tapi sian gak ar kat acap ngn matyer.. pasal sepanjang2 pejalanan tu derang terpaksa dgr lagu2 anuar zain yg mdayu2 tu.. bro tu nyer cd la.. not only that, they had to endure a long 3 hours listening to 3 anuar zain celop melalak2 lam kete.. hahahaha…

we arrived there at around 9.20am la.. pastu terus pi i-site.. tanya2.. then teros jer amek cruise package untuk tgk dolfin ngn pi hole in the rock.. nzd86.. yg ni kitorang baya sndiri la.. lemak la kalo nak bro tu blanja gak..

naik cruise pusing2 tgk pulau2.. tgk hole in rock. tgk dolfin..

dolfin tu seriusly cam poyo gila.. belagak.. show off.. lompat2 la.. jerit2 la.. sure die cam bangga jer pasal people actually pay money$ just to see them..*tetiba jeles ngn ikan lelumba tu lak*

pastu stop kat otehei bay, had lunch there.. begamba2.. lompat2 kat pantai.. then main keja2 itek.. at 1.30 naik cruise balek.. pi tgk volcanic rock lak.. time ni, i was already too tired and sleepy to care about other things.. i slept kat area dalam boat tu, ngn cappoh.. lentok2 mamat tu sebelah aku.. it happened that the nite before he went out to see halloween in auckland.. dier ngn aweknya yg berchoker semulajadi itu..*oops!!! jgn marah cap*

haa.. pastu balek kitorang check in.. umah tu lawa gak ar.. ada 2 bilek je..dapor.. pastu bilek air dier besar gak.. mewah tol ar rasa.. pastu kitorang pinjam basikal.. jenjalan je pusing2 pekan.. pastu pi tepi pantai nek beskal tu gak.. gamba2 lagi.. pastu balek..

petang tu.. bro masak sodap gellssssss…. spageti + tuna + UDANG 1KG.. spageti yg mewah gilababs.. sodap lak tu.. aku makan 3 kali tambah kot.. konyang gaban pastu.. malam tu takdak wat per pon.. txting ngn CH.. dier pi karoke.. then tgk ragbi allblacks wallabies.. allblacks menang.. smart gila main.. serius!! then tgk movie the matrix.. orang len sumer da lelap da.. aku sorang kat luar tgk tv.. kol 1.30 baru masok tdo..

soknyer.. matyer kejot subuh.. then tak tdo balek.. brekfes dulu.. pastu baru masok tdo balek.. bangun, pastu siap2.. check out.. pastu drive pi cape reinga lak.. time ni pon pening lalat lam kete.. pening langau kot pasal mmg cam haram nyer pening.. jalan kat situ bengkang bengkok, seriusly reminds me of BUKIT PUTUS on the way dari seremban nak ke kuala pilah tu..

kena gak stop kete, amek fresh air.. lompat2 amek gambar lagi.. then sambong jalan.. bila da nak sampai kat cape reinga tu.. jalan dier jadi haram nyer terok.. batu besar2 atas jalan.. cam jalan atas pecahan batu bata yg besar2.. rosak kete mahal tu kot.. kalo kete aku sndiri la tu.. sure2 aku patah balek.. tamo aku rosakkan kete aku.. tapi bro tu cam lenjan jer.. sampai la jugak ke atas tu.. then kitorang picnic kat fire house situ.. the view was simply amazing.. breathtaking.. and for a while i felt so kagum, and amazed with God’s creations.. terdiam mengagumi kuasa Tuhan..

and of course la kan.. amek gamba byk2 gak kat sini.. haha.. dasar camwhore masing2.. pastu da takde wat per da kot.. i was missing her so bad that time.. tapi kat situ cam takder line lak.. so cam tunggu je la kot..

balek tu.. kitorang cam citer2 la.. bro ar byk becite.. time ni acap drive.. as the one with more experiece, he surely had a lot to share.. best gak ar borak2..

eh lupa lak.. kitorang stop gak kat nitety miles beach tu.. amek gambar2 gak.. pastu ada bangkai singa laut terdampar.. busuk gellsss!!! kat sbelah dier ada ikan buntal da keras.. maybe singa laut tu mati pasal dier cuba makan ikan buntal tu kot.. haha.. mandai2 aku wat spekulasi..

pastu balek la.. acap drive gak.. aku teros jadi jukebox lam kete tu.. melalak je la keje aku.. aku ngn odie la.. ngn bro tu gak.. lagu2 klasik melayu 80an 90an..

da sampai tu penat gelo da badan ni.. tapi rindu nye pasal.. ku tabahkan hati.. kuatkan badan.. jumpa sat.. then balek tdo..

itu je la kesah trip ku yg tak seberapa.. k ar, aku da ilang mood menules.. aku nak wat mende lain lak ni..

kendian~~