salam..
aku baru saja selesai baca blog faraha, and dier ada mention something like “dont give a damnation if nobody reads her blog pon” and also pasal dier nak pindah ke blogspot tu.. i say, u are doing so fine here on fs blog.. and im your one loyal reader..
hmm.. aku cakap kat sini macam la minah tu baca blog aku gak an.. takper la.. kalau tak baca pon, maybe ada jer orang2 yang menyampai2kan nnt.. hopefully..
hmm…. tadi ada beberapa agenda yang aku nak tulis kat sini.. pasal its been a while jugak aku tak blog2 ni..
benda pertama yang nak aku cakap kat sini ialah, my facebook acc has been disabled.. heck if i know how it happened.. tetiba aku nak login semalam, da tabley da.. at first i thought i entered the password wrong, but then i took a closer look kat login page tu dier cakap my account has been disabled.. i was like “wat-de-eff!!!”..
and my CH told me that she thought i purposely remove her from my frens list, or remove myself from hers.. rupa2nya aku dah takder akaun dah pon..
hmm.. perkara ini agak membingungkan dan juga membengangkan.. thinking about all the photos that i had in that fb account.. ada dalam lebih kurang 300+.. and kengkawan kat situ jugak.. penat kot kalau nak add balek mereka2 itu..
and also, i chat (or chatted?) with abe bul tadi and he told me a gosssss…. and of coz i didnt know about the gosss before…orang2 kat facebook sumer dah lama tawu.. and then he said “that is soooooo 1987″…
terasa seperti satu tamparan yang hebat disitu di sanubari dan jiwa gossip ku.. apabila diberitahu oleh abebul daku sudah ketinggalan zaman.. damn!!
haaa… juga di dalam blog faraha tadi she did mention about her luv leaving malaysia for melburn in a few days.. the same goes for me.. i only have about 2 weeks to spend in malaysia.. and saying goodbye, leaving this place i call home is never an easy thing to do.. for sure la kan i’ll be missing people here that love me, people who will be sad when i leave.. and i must admit, im not happy to leave..
frankly, i have mixed feelings.. i miss my CH in auckland, and also my friends.. but many good things had happened during my 3 months break in malaysia.. bukan break pon, dah kena keje prektikal kat kilang tu 10 minggu, not exactly the kind of break that i was looking forward to..
tapi despite the kepenatan bekerja kat kilang tu, with salary as low as rm400/month.. and also, last week i had to work under the sunlight dari pukol 9am till 5pm.. menahan panas terik matahari..(it was so effing exhausting) despite all that, i am grateful.. and really glad for the experience.. and the chance to learn a few things from that kilang.. although, i have to admit that i couldve learned and gained so much more, had i been more commited and rajin.. huhu.. =p
hmm.. so basically, i am quite sad u know to leave msia.. and coming back to auckland also means coming back to being a student.. where i would have to go to classes, and with all the assignments.. and hell this year(my 3rd year) projects will be lining up for me.. damn!! and not to forget all the tests and exams as well… hmm.. but looking at the bright side and staying positive, i know that this is the path that i have chosen, and like it or not.. i am gonna have to do all of them.. and learn.. and grow..
cewah2.. ayat aku macam ayat pakar motivasi.. cait!! lupakan itu.. ada perkara lain yang ingin aku kongsi di sini..
tadi aku tgk nabil raja lawak kat youtube.. i hadnt had the chance to watch his performances before.. hmm.. bukan takder chance, cuma sebelom ni aku cam tak layan sgt raja lawak tu.. tapi tadi aku tetiba cam nak tgk, padahal aku boleh je nak tgk citer2 lain yang aku baru download macam greys anatomy ke, ugly betty ke, private practice ker.. ni sumer gara2 budak prektikal yang sama ngn aku si syed tu, dier yang telah mengesyorkan aku mengyoutube ‘raja lawak nabil’.. so aku pon tgk la.. dan agak berdekah2 juga la aku gelak.. byk aku gelak pon bila si johan ngn zizan tu keluar, n time derang made fun of zaibo.. with all the silau, kilat and terang benderang thing related to his bald head.. hahaha.. lawak2..
wah.. panjang pulak aku cakap pasal nabil ni ha..
haaa… ni nak cakap pasal citer gubra.. tadi kat astro ria ada tunjuk citer tu.. aku da lama da tgk, kat wayang aku tgk ngn lila.. tapi time tu aku cam takder aper2 nak kritik pon ttg movie tu pasal aku mmg respek si yasmin ahmad tu.. tapi not so long ago a friend of mine said something like yasmin ahmad trying to convey her idea regarding the issue of kesamaan(or kesaksamaan?) agama.. di mana semua agama di anggap sama dan menyembah tuhan yang sama cuma cara yang berlainan..
i remember a saying at the end of the movie that says
“the lamps are different, but the light is the same”
and also there is a scene where parents si ah long tu semayang the bhuddist way with colok2 tu la, abang si ah long lak says the grace the christ way kat gereja la kan, pastu si nurkhiriah ngn rozie rashid tu lak semayang cara islam la.. for most people, this thing will be seen as a remeh temeh thing, and that she only wants to show how diversed we malaysians are.. and yes thats what i thought when i first saw the movie..
but now i think im seeing something else.. im not really an expert when it comes to agama, or humans right to judge anyone on their believes.. i only want to share my oppinion though.. and according to kawan aku tu, citer mualaf, the latest production from yasmin ahmad has been banned from being shown dalam malaysia pasal dalam movie tu, idea kesamaan agama ni lagi jelas di tunjukkan.. hmm.. i dont know pasal i havent seen the movie yet.. saper yang da tgk tu maybe mereka lebih tahu.. all im saying is.. benda2 ni kadang2 kita tak nampak, dan anggap benda kecik je, remeh temeh as i put it.. tapi just berhati2 la ok.. jgn mudah terperdaya.. ecece.. huhu..
wah3.. panjang puler aku berdiskusi di sini.. takper2.. aku benti kat sini.. bukan aper, aku cam da lama tak membebel kat sini.. sekali sekala aku membebelkan diri apa lah salahnyer..
jadi dgn itu, aku meminta diri..
assalamualaikum..
