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salam..

mmg aku rasa lately i have been ingnoring my frenster.. this site used to be my most frequent visited site.. haha.. time 1st year la tu.,. myspace was its competitor back then.. and there were quizes trying to compare which had more followers..

then facebook muncul.. or more correctly, i was introduced to facebook… and things changed.. everybody else started migrating to facebook.. so thats it for frenster n myspace.. they just got replaced… to me facebook is cooler coz u get to tag the photos, and play the flash games.. they’re cool tho.. and i want to mention some of them here like Restaurant City, FarmTown, BarnBuddy etc.. ini 3 game yg aku main setakat ni.. ada jer lagi byk, tapi i just dont feel like trying them.. hehe..

up until today i think people are still facebooking, meaning theres still no other site that can compete with it.. except for a little while when i first heard about twitter, i thot its the same like all this profile space website(frenster, myspace hi5, etc) and i didnt bother to sign up.. but one day due to an extreme boredom i did the twitter thing and i liked it.. and its not like the others.. twitter is all about updating whats going on in your life… hehe..

why the hell that im talking about twitter now?? hehe..

hmm… and because of the change, i no longer go to my fs site, only once in a fortnite.. or a month.. but i still blog here.. the reason to that is because i wouldnt wanna lose this blog.. i started since 2005.. thats been 4 years, really.. hehehe… and of coz a lot has happened.. a lot i have written.. mainly about my life and how great or terrible its treated me.. so for sure la aku sayang nak abaikan jer blog ni..

haha…

actually that was not my real intention to blog this morning, not because i wanted to talk about facebook or frenster or whatever..

the real deal is.. just a lil while ago, i was facebooking, reading comments and updates of my frens la kan.. then i saw this photos uploaded by musa, and the caption said “hal ehwal luar pejabat”..

the word pejabat made me feel something.. something i dont know how to describe.. and in my heart i said “damn!! he’s talking about offices, and that is his life now”

and it occured to me, in just about 2 years, that is gonna be my life.. i only have setahun setengah to remain as a student.. then no more…

all this while i have been complaining, whining about how fed up i am with this studying thing.. that i dont longer want to study… tired of it bla3…

then it hit me.. do i like the alternative?? that is to go to work, and not study.. having to wake up at 6 every morning, and having to drive to work, stucked in traffic jam..and also to have to answer to my superior..and worst of all to only get to bersenang lenang during weekends… itu pon tak pasti lagi…

am i really ready to change from being a student to that?

heLLLLLLLLLL no way josey!!! i soooooooo hate this working thing ok… and kalau boleh i want to avoid it as long as i can.. tapi nak buat caner.. i cant escape unless kalau aku ni anak raja ke apa kan… or kalau tetiba nnt ada pulak putri raja terpikat ngn aku, pastu aku kawen ngn dier.. idop senang lenang takyah keje.. huhu.. bestnyer~~*berangan*

during the practical job i did  a few months back… i suffered… haha.. bukan la suffer tapi sengsara jugak la.. but i guess maybe because i am a little spoilt kot.. never gone to work before, and never had the experience.. so i struggled jugak la.. i just really hate the fact kena bangun awal, nak pegi keje sumer tu..damn!!

kalau time sekarang ni, my class at 8, kol 730 bleh bangun lagi.. tapi kalau da keje.. mana boleh.. dgn jam la.. kalau tmpat keje jauh lagi sakit.. argh!!! tak suka.. and so not bersedia…

hmm… okla.. i actually have other things to do ni.. nak buat laundry and kemas2 bilik… sehingga bertemu lagi di lain masa…

xoxo~~

salam..

aku mmg tadi takder idea langsung nak taruk title apa for this entry… yang aku tau aku rasa nak tulis macam byk benda… pasal a few times before i had this feeling to write, tapi i didnt have the chance… be it i was about to sleep. or i was doing something important at the time… so i held it dulu… nnt2 aku tulis la bila ada masa.. tapi salu bila macam tu, aku jadi lupa akan apa yg aku nak cakapkan tu… hahha… tapi lantak la…

semalam aku nyer exam 2nd paper… enggen303.. management for engineers katanya… ada 5 soklan, 2 soklan aku tak reti nak jawab… tapi aku tulis jer la apa2 yg aku rasa aku patut tulis… harap2 dapat selai dua markah disitu…

balik jer dari exam semalam, aku masak.. rasa macam berguna bila aku pegi masak semalam.. salu aku makan roti jer, tak pon makan megi.. so semalam aku cam pegi taiping, beli ikan, pastu masak goreng ikan, ngn sayur goreng.. makan lak ngn sambal belacan… wow!! best gila!!

pas makan, pegi landings pulak, wat past years control ngn pasharova.. siap lah tahun 2008 nyer.. satgi nak pegi sana balek ar ni.. nak sambung past years 2007 2006 lak..

kol12 ni pulak dak2 ni ajak main bola dulu kat rec center.. aku rasa cam nak main memandangkan da berapa lama pulak aku tak bersokan.. kegemokan itu sudah sebati dgn diri, ini tidak boleh diterima…

poyo jer, macam la main bola skali boleh terus kurus.. huhu.. ambitious jer..

haaa.. semalam rasa macam berguna sikit hidup daripada harini.. pasal aku tak pegi stadi lagi ni… satgi da nak pi main bola.. balik bola, nak mandi makan sumer.. i reckon kol 4 baru stadi kot… lambat2.. aiseh..

haaa… lagi beberapa ari jer lagi aku nak pegi vegas… yahoo!! tak sabar aku..

hmm.. apa lagi nak cakap kat sini ek.. hmm… tetiba benda2 yg aku nak blogkan tu da ilang pulak..

so sampai disini saja… kendian~~

salam..
i just got back from my first exam for this semester.. mecheng312 : sensors n actuators.. as expected it was freaking susah.. it kinda reminds me of machines n mechanisms that i took last year.. there were no past years exam questions that we could practice.. ada sbnanyer, tapi takder jawapan ar and the questions were kinda vague, and some of them seem like theyve never been taught in class..

haih… i feel both relieved and also screwed.. screwes coz i am not really happy with how i did though.. a couple of questions that i had no clue at all.. and i literally wrote “have no clue at all” and “wth??” for the two questions.. hahahaha…
relieved because sensor i reckon is the hardest of all my 4 subjects this semester… but wait, im still not done with enggen303.. lagi byk benda nak kena baca ni… it is 3 days away.. and 3 days after that exam control pulak… so that means no time to relax2 la for me.. gotta keep busting my ass off la for this week..damn!!!

haaa… actually the feeling to blog came last nite when i was about to sleep.. at that time, my frens came to my house and they were bersukaria pasal one of them had an exam yesterday(thursday).. so derang cam celebrate2 bagai lak kat umah aku.. taktau ker aku nak membuta esok aku ada exam??? damn!!
hmm.. tapi pasal derang kawan kan.. aku takder la nak pi sound ke apa ker.. aku just sumbat telinga ngn ipod jer.. then tdo..
tapi at that time, i was kinda pissed.. and for real, they shudve known better…
tapi… da lepas pon kot.. lupakan jer ar…

hmm.. my bodu feels so tired.. and my otak feels drained.. cam kering jer sumer jus2 sudah diperah…
okla.. nak mandi and berehat2.. malam lewat2 sket sambung stadi… later~~
ps : keep doakan untuk aku for the exam k.. thx..