mine and mine alone…

salam.. its been quite long i reckon, not blogging.. but whatever, i’m here coz i wanna give my review on talentime.. maybe this is not the right place, but who cares right..

huhu.. i know its been 6 months since the movie was first shown.. i am in NZ and there was no way i could have watched it before.. ni pon amek dari kerry, and he probably got it from muhamad fariq karim tu.. i dont know him, but he’s in my facebook frens list somehow..

this movie, i first heard about it when Am told me, like a few months back la.. in his blog review, he said that this movie was a brilliant production from yasmin ahmad.. and i was intrigued.. and he also attached the song o re piya by Rahat Fateh Ali Khan in his review.. and that song became the most played song on my ipod for a while.. huhu..

so now i just finished watching it.. and i am dissapointed.. and maybe its because ive had expectations kot.. dan dgr orang2 cakap citer ni best.. i cant help but to anticipate la..

hmm.. what else that im dissapointed about??? i just think that late yasmin tried too hard on this one.. and that’s probably isnt her fault totally.. one thing that caught my attention was that sharifah amani syed zainal was one of the assistant directors..it is not that im saying she’s a bad assistand director.. but my guess would be when there are too many people trying to make up one movie, especially one that is as heavy as talentime.. then the bringing of the movie seems fake, and there are some scenes in the movie that i really dont think can/should happen..

one scene when hafiz performed during the talentime night, then the chinese boy, whatever his name was, also the main actor in short movie Chocolate by late yasmin, came sit next to hafiz and started playing the chinese violin, again whatever its name is… then at the end they hugged… maybe the msg that the directors tried to convey is something about racial integration etc.. but thats so not real.. aka fake..

why do i say that?? coz in the movie it is shown how the chinese boy despised hafiz, one thing because he thinks hafiz cheated during the exam, and also the fact that hafiz is a Malay and he’ll get help from the government even if he doesnt deserve it..(i really hate this part, more on it later)

it just doesnt make sense that they’d end up being good buddies sooo suddenly.. atleast there shouldve been a scene where they made up, or maybe a scene showing how the chinese boy and hafiz became frens..

ni tak kawan pon, tetiba nak pelok?? who does that?? that is awkward and so not real..

haaa… about the chinese boy jealous with Hafiz being a malay etc.. in the short movie Chocolate, it started with the chinese boy mother nagging at him.. she wants him to move to taiwan, and leave this country Malaysia.. and one thing that she says “this land is for their kind only, not for us”..

i really hate that part.. and i dont think im being racist.. but it sounds to me that them chineses are questioning the rights of the malays as bumiputeras.. like theres some kind of dissatisfactory from them towards us..

and recently i got the chance to read an article from whom i dont remember, its something about social contract thats been keeping our nation together for all these years.. and it says that noone, not from any ethnic group in the country should question its integrity..

but thats not the case, as lately we’ve been hearing some groups of people complaining and demanding that this social contract to be revised.. i say FCUK off to them.. it was an agreement made years ago.. and them people had made sacrifices for us to enjoy the peace that we have now…

if it isnt because of them motherfortes being sooo FCUKing greedy, there is no valid reason why this thing should ever be discussed again..

i may not be a lawyer or a politician to be talking about this shit.. and maybe i shouldnt even bother..

but people, those who are concerned.. they care..

looks like i have digressed way too far from the title..

i should end this here.. overall i think talentime is a good movie.. brilliant?? i say ive seen better..

salam..

haiyoo.. dont know where to start.. macam terlalu banyak yg nak di cakap..

hmm.. a few days ago i turned 22 la.. on the 29th july tu, at 12++ am, as expected, my frens came to my room, with a cake and sang happy besday song la.. and along with that, they gave me selai undewear and a superbitch medal..(why the hell??)

tapi above all, i was happy la, atleast ada gak orang igt besday aku, thats what i thought..

and also, during the day, after class my kak ngah called wish besday, and then my kak long pulak.. huhu.. so nice and thoughtful of them to do so..

thank u very2 much..

but that was then.. so i thought thats it la for my besday so called celebration..

but last nite, it was something i never expected.. aiyoo.. i dont know how to say how grateful, thankful i am right now.. for everything last nite..

i was actually thinking to describe how last nite went on details, tapi tetiba aku rasa macam tak perlula kot.. huhu.. aku malas sbnanyer.. huhu..

lepas tu… ada satu benda lagi yg berlaku.. i had a really wierd dream last nite.. tah camner la tetiba jer aku ada kat satu rumah kayu ni, dgn dino n erwan time tu ada sekali ngn aku la.. tapi pelik time tu dino cam kurus sikit, and he was wearing a jubah, and serban.. persis seorang pak haji.. haiyyooo.. something yg agak mustahil bagi dino di situ.. huhu.. nonetheless, i was there, and i was in an excruciating pain, but i didnt know why or what caused the pain tu..

then erwan said, there is one thing that i can do to make the pain go away, that is i’d have to menuntut ilmu kebal something2.. and he said that he and dino could teach me, or maybe in that case, they could pass the power to me.. and i remember he also said that someone with that power will have a powerful, and strong ehem2(u know what i mean..)

haha.. so aku pon cam tertarik, and also desperate with the pain yg i could no longer bear tu kan, i agreed la.. they also mentioned that once i go thru with this, i will not be able to reverse the process, and for that they asked me to really think it over before making any hasty decision.. tapi aku cam tak kira apa2 da, aku setuju jer ar..

so then the ritual began.. erwan pi cekik aku, then dino letak tgn dier kat kepala aku baca2 apa tah..

aku pon cam takder la nak meragui dino ke apa pasal time tu dier berjubah serban bagai kan..(tah bila lak mehayam ni da bertaubat ni??)

pastu a few moments later the ritual ended n i didnt feel the pain lagi da.. pastu tah camner tetiba aku nak pegi semayang.. then dino cakap..

“motif ko nak semayang?? ko baru jer buat amalan sihir tadi”

and i was like “what the shit??? sihir kemenda??”

then derang cakap tadi tu derang macam panggil jin saitan bagai kasi aku berubat, and aku da syirik la apa la.. aiyoooo… macam sial jer derang kan.. very2 the jerat percintaan pasang kat aku..

aku time tu pon cam chuak gila la.. aku cam taktau nak buat apa..

derang cakap lepas apa yg aku da lalui tadi tu there is no turning back.. haiyoo… terus aku rasa time tu cam di tarik2 ke dalam api neraka.. aku cam kind of nangis gak la… tapi si setan 2 orang tu gelak2 lak… mmg sah setan dah aku cakap time tu..

then tetiba aku terjaga.. huhu.. sengal jer mimpi tu.. tapi for some reason aku rasa macam affected by it.. somehow it tells me to always be aware and careful, coz sometimes even the most sincere n trustworthy looking people could decieve u into something evil.. huhu.. very2 the scary la..

tapi aku rasa mimpi aku tadi tu macam sgt mustahil la.. paling mustahil is part dino kurus n dino pakai jubah n serban tu.. hahahaha.. *lariiiik

haaa… aku da lapar da ni.. its time to have my lunch.. nasi sudah siap di masak, hanya perlu memanaskan lauk.. lauk yg di beli 4 hari yang lalu.. elok lagi kot.. aku simpan dalam peti ais.. aaaahhhh.. lantak la.. aku da lapar, aku makan jer..

bak kata omputeh, im so hungry i can eat a cow.. lalala..

okla, lain kali blog lain lak..

kendian~~