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salam..

haiyoo.. dont know where to start.. macam terlalu banyak yg nak di cakap..

hmm.. a few days ago i turned 22 la.. on the 29th july tu, at 12++ am, as expected, my frens came to my room, with a cake and sang happy besday song la.. and along with that, they gave me selai undewear and a superbitch medal..(why the hell??)

tapi above all, i was happy la, atleast ada gak orang igt besday aku, thats what i thought..

and also, during the day, after class my kak ngah called wish besday, and then my kak long pulak.. huhu.. so nice and thoughtful of them to do so..

thank u very2 much..

but that was then.. so i thought thats it la for my besday so called celebration..

but last nite, it was something i never expected.. aiyoo.. i dont know how to say how grateful, thankful i am right now.. for everything last nite..

i was actually thinking to describe how last nite went on details, tapi tetiba aku rasa macam tak perlula kot.. huhu.. aku malas sbnanyer.. huhu..

lepas tu… ada satu benda lagi yg berlaku.. i had a really wierd dream last nite.. tah camner la tetiba jer aku ada kat satu rumah kayu ni, dgn dino n erwan time tu ada sekali ngn aku la.. tapi pelik time tu dino cam kurus sikit, and he was wearing a jubah, and serban.. persis seorang pak haji.. haiyyooo.. something yg agak mustahil bagi dino di situ.. huhu.. nonetheless, i was there, and i was in an excruciating pain, but i didnt know why or what caused the pain tu..

then erwan said, there is one thing that i can do to make the pain go away, that is i’d have to menuntut ilmu kebal something2.. and he said that he and dino could teach me, or maybe in that case, they could pass the power to me.. and i remember he also said that someone with that power will have a powerful, and strong ehem2(u know what i mean..)

haha.. so aku pon cam tertarik, and also desperate with the pain yg i could no longer bear tu kan, i agreed la.. they also mentioned that once i go thru with this, i will not be able to reverse the process, and for that they asked me to really think it over before making any hasty decision.. tapi aku cam tak kira apa2 da, aku setuju jer ar..

so then the ritual began.. erwan pi cekik aku, then dino letak tgn dier kat kepala aku baca2 apa tah..

aku pon cam takder la nak meragui dino ke apa pasal time tu dier berjubah serban bagai kan..(tah bila lak mehayam ni da bertaubat ni??)

pastu a few moments later the ritual ended n i didnt feel the pain lagi da.. pastu tah camner tetiba aku nak pegi semayang.. then dino cakap..

“motif ko nak semayang?? ko baru jer buat amalan sihir tadi”

and i was like “what the shit??? sihir kemenda??”

then derang cakap tadi tu derang macam panggil jin saitan bagai kasi aku berubat, and aku da syirik la apa la.. aiyoooo… macam sial jer derang kan.. very2 the jerat percintaan pasang kat aku..

aku time tu pon cam chuak gila la.. aku cam taktau nak buat apa..

derang cakap lepas apa yg aku da lalui tadi tu there is no turning back.. haiyoo… terus aku rasa time tu cam di tarik2 ke dalam api neraka.. aku cam kind of nangis gak la… tapi si setan 2 orang tu gelak2 lak… mmg sah setan dah aku cakap time tu..

then tetiba aku terjaga.. huhu.. sengal jer mimpi tu.. tapi for some reason aku rasa macam affected by it.. somehow it tells me to always be aware and careful, coz sometimes even the most sincere n trustworthy looking people could decieve u into something evil.. huhu.. very2 the scary la..

tapi aku rasa mimpi aku tadi tu macam sgt mustahil la.. paling mustahil is part dino kurus n dino pakai jubah n serban tu.. hahahaha.. *lariiiik

haaa… aku da lapar da ni.. its time to have my lunch.. nasi sudah siap di masak, hanya perlu memanaskan lauk.. lauk yg di beli 4 hari yang lalu.. elok lagi kot.. aku simpan dalam peti ais.. aaaahhhh.. lantak la.. aku da lapar, aku makan jer..

bak kata omputeh, im so hungry i can eat a cow.. lalala..

okla, lain kali blog lain lak..

kendian~~

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