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salam..

my previous year raya celebrations were awesome.. i had a blast.. i wish this year will be the same.. altho it didnt start like we had hoped..

everybody anticipated to celebrate eid on sunday.. but it turned out that the anak bulan wasnt sighted the night before.. and we had to wait another day.. unlike them in malaysia, australia and many more.. their first of syawal being today, sunday 20.09.2009.. thats a cool number eh.. huhu

hehe.. im actually quite sad now.. not sad, but maybe just worried.. and frankly, a lil miserable.. the reason being my keys had gone missing.. cilanat!! i woke up this morning and they were gone.. vavi vetol!!

then i started looking for em, geledah satu rumah, abes bilik aku yg never been cleaned and full with habuk2 sumer aku geledah.. and along the way tu aku kemas la sekali, and threw away all the sampah rampah..

so pasal aku da takder kunci my movement tu agak limited la.. nak ke dapor pon tak dapat pasal, nnt klu da kuar caner nak masok pasal kunci tadak.. aiyooo kunci2ku.. where did u go??

apa lagi yg aku nak ramble kat sini ni.. im super kenyang rite now.. being the last day of ramadhan, i thot maybe its a good thing i had iftar at mt st, so i went there with bali.. then kat sana we heard tht huaians are having eid celebration tonight at 730..

with stomach half full, we went to huia pulak, there we had satay, nasi impit and many kueh2 raya la.. the feeling of raya started to fill the air tadi.. but not thoroughly.. haha.. maybe esok and the following days akan lagi meriah.. insyaallah..

hmm.. tetiba my mood da ilang pulak.. rasa cam nak terberry juga ada.. so later uolls~~

salam..

i dont know what this entry is for, or wheter it should be written at the first place..

life is hard, and it gets harder..

i wish to get away.. but i cant..

and at times i wish to just quit.. and to whatever that awaits me next, i wish i could say “so be it” but i cant..

koran says, a test given to someone is only as hard as he/she can take.. pardon me but i find that hard to believe now.. im not strong, never wished to be strong.. so why is this test given to me?

forgive me God, i pray tht u restore my faith.. and please never leave me forsaken..

i need help..

salam..

aku baru bangun tdo ni.. tapi taktau naper secara automatiknya aku cam nak memblog pasal beyonce lak pagi2 ni..(da pukol 12.17 ni, pagi ker kita?)

kaedahnya.. it started like a few days ago, i was bored as usual altho there were like tonnes of work to do.. so i stumbled into a video wishing happy birtday to beyonce made by her fans, and i as one of them of course la felt compelled to watch it kan..

you can just search “happy birthday beyonce” on youtube and u’ll find it.. im too lazy to find the link to put it here.. hehe..

altho, i dont regard myself as being too fanatic of her coz i only knew about the vid a few days after her bithday, which was on sept 4th.. well, anyway after the birthday vid, i watched many other related vids.. mostly the ones uploaded by “sweetersacrifice”.. google it if u want to know more..

her videos performing in a concert at phoenix arizona.. damn this bitch is really good..

aiyooo.. i just realize that i have dance practice at 1pm.. and i havent mandi yet.. damn!! i have like heaps of things to share, but i cant right now..

shit!! i’ll only be free after 9pm.. what a forteing busy schedule i have this week.. and yet, all those assignments and projects await me..

i can kinda imagine those workloads waving at me mischievously, as if giving a msg saying “u damn motherforte, u think u can cope up ah??”

aiyooo.. í am now imagining things.. better go to shower.. and get ready.. aaaah!!!! i hate my life!!

nah.. no i dont.. huhu..

later bitches~~~~

haiyooo..