mine and mine alone…

salam.. its been quite long i reckon, not blogging.. but whatever, i’m here coz i wanna give my review on talentime.. maybe this is not the right place, but who cares right..

huhu.. i know its been 6 months since the movie was first shown.. i am in NZ and there was no way i could have watched it before.. ni pon amek dari kerry, and he probably got it from muhamad fariq karim tu.. i dont know him, but he’s in my facebook frens list somehow..

this movie, i first heard about it when Am told me, like a few months back la.. in his blog review, he said that this movie was a brilliant production from yasmin ahmad.. and i was intrigued.. and he also attached the song o re piya by Rahat Fateh Ali Khan in his review.. and that song became the most played song on my ipod for a while.. huhu..

so now i just finished watching it.. and i am dissapointed.. and maybe its because ive had expectations kot.. dan dgr orang2 cakap citer ni best.. i cant help but to anticipate la..

hmm.. what else that im dissapointed about??? i just think that late yasmin tried too hard on this one.. and that’s probably isnt her fault totally.. one thing that caught my attention was that sharifah amani syed zainal was one of the assistant directors..it is not that im saying she’s a bad assistand director.. but my guess would be when there are too many people trying to make up one movie, especially one that is as heavy as talentime.. then the bringing of the movie seems fake, and there are some scenes in the movie that i really dont think can/should happen..

one scene when hafiz performed during the talentime night, then the chinese boy, whatever his name was, also the main actor in short movie Chocolate by late yasmin, came sit next to hafiz and started playing the chinese violin, again whatever its name is… then at the end they hugged… maybe the msg that the directors tried to convey is something about racial integration etc.. but thats so not real.. aka fake..

why do i say that?? coz in the movie it is shown how the chinese boy despised hafiz, one thing because he thinks hafiz cheated during the exam, and also the fact that hafiz is a Malay and he’ll get help from the government even if he doesnt deserve it..(i really hate this part, more on it later)

it just doesnt make sense that they’d end up being good buddies sooo suddenly.. atleast there shouldve been a scene where they made up, or maybe a scene showing how the chinese boy and hafiz became frens..

ni tak kawan pon, tetiba nak pelok?? who does that?? that is awkward and so not real..

haaa… about the chinese boy jealous with Hafiz being a malay etc.. in the short movie Chocolate, it started with the chinese boy mother nagging at him.. she wants him to move to taiwan, and leave this country Malaysia.. and one thing that she says “this land is for their kind only, not for us”..

i really hate that part.. and i dont think im being racist.. but it sounds to me that them chineses are questioning the rights of the malays as bumiputeras.. like theres some kind of dissatisfactory from them towards us..

and recently i got the chance to read an article from whom i dont remember, its something about social contract thats been keeping our nation together for all these years.. and it says that noone, not from any ethnic group in the country should question its integrity..

but thats not the case, as lately we’ve been hearing some groups of people complaining and demanding that this social contract to be revised.. i say FCUK off to them.. it was an agreement made years ago.. and them people had made sacrifices for us to enjoy the peace that we have now…

if it isnt because of them motherfortes being sooo FCUKing greedy, there is no valid reason why this thing should ever be discussed again..

i may not be a lawyer or a politician to be talking about this shit.. and maybe i shouldnt even bother..

but people, those who are concerned.. they care..

looks like i have digressed way too far from the title..

i should end this here.. overall i think talentime is a good movie.. brilliant?? i say ive seen better..

salam..

haiyoo.. dont know where to start.. macam terlalu banyak yg nak di cakap..

hmm.. a few days ago i turned 22 la.. on the 29th july tu, at 12++ am, as expected, my frens came to my room, with a cake and sang happy besday song la.. and along with that, they gave me selai undewear and a superbitch medal..(why the hell??)

tapi above all, i was happy la, atleast ada gak orang igt besday aku, thats what i thought..

and also, during the day, after class my kak ngah called wish besday, and then my kak long pulak.. huhu.. so nice and thoughtful of them to do so..

thank u very2 much..

but that was then.. so i thought thats it la for my besday so called celebration..

but last nite, it was something i never expected.. aiyoo.. i dont know how to say how grateful, thankful i am right now.. for everything last nite..

i was actually thinking to describe how last nite went on details, tapi tetiba aku rasa macam tak perlula kot.. huhu.. aku malas sbnanyer.. huhu..

lepas tu… ada satu benda lagi yg berlaku.. i had a really wierd dream last nite.. tah camner la tetiba jer aku ada kat satu rumah kayu ni, dgn dino n erwan time tu ada sekali ngn aku la.. tapi pelik time tu dino cam kurus sikit, and he was wearing a jubah, and serban.. persis seorang pak haji.. haiyyooo.. something yg agak mustahil bagi dino di situ.. huhu.. nonetheless, i was there, and i was in an excruciating pain, but i didnt know why or what caused the pain tu..

then erwan said, there is one thing that i can do to make the pain go away, that is i’d have to menuntut ilmu kebal something2.. and he said that he and dino could teach me, or maybe in that case, they could pass the power to me.. and i remember he also said that someone with that power will have a powerful, and strong ehem2(u know what i mean..)

haha.. so aku pon cam tertarik, and also desperate with the pain yg i could no longer bear tu kan, i agreed la.. they also mentioned that once i go thru with this, i will not be able to reverse the process, and for that they asked me to really think it over before making any hasty decision.. tapi aku cam tak kira apa2 da, aku setuju jer ar..

so then the ritual began.. erwan pi cekik aku, then dino letak tgn dier kat kepala aku baca2 apa tah..

aku pon cam takder la nak meragui dino ke apa pasal time tu dier berjubah serban bagai kan..(tah bila lak mehayam ni da bertaubat ni??)

pastu a few moments later the ritual ended n i didnt feel the pain lagi da.. pastu tah camner tetiba aku nak pegi semayang.. then dino cakap..

“motif ko nak semayang?? ko baru jer buat amalan sihir tadi”

and i was like “what the shit??? sihir kemenda??”

then derang cakap tadi tu derang macam panggil jin saitan bagai kasi aku berubat, and aku da syirik la apa la.. aiyoooo… macam sial jer derang kan.. very2 the jerat percintaan pasang kat aku..

aku time tu pon cam chuak gila la.. aku cam taktau nak buat apa..

derang cakap lepas apa yg aku da lalui tadi tu there is no turning back.. haiyoo… terus aku rasa time tu cam di tarik2 ke dalam api neraka.. aku cam kind of nangis gak la… tapi si setan 2 orang tu gelak2 lak… mmg sah setan dah aku cakap time tu..

then tetiba aku terjaga.. huhu.. sengal jer mimpi tu.. tapi for some reason aku rasa macam affected by it.. somehow it tells me to always be aware and careful, coz sometimes even the most sincere n trustworthy looking people could decieve u into something evil.. huhu.. very2 the scary la..

tapi aku rasa mimpi aku tadi tu macam sgt mustahil la.. paling mustahil is part dino kurus n dino pakai jubah n serban tu.. hahahaha.. *lariiiik

haaa… aku da lapar da ni.. its time to have my lunch.. nasi sudah siap di masak, hanya perlu memanaskan lauk.. lauk yg di beli 4 hari yang lalu.. elok lagi kot.. aku simpan dalam peti ais.. aaaahhhh.. lantak la.. aku da lapar, aku makan jer..

bak kata omputeh, im so hungry i can eat a cow.. lalala..

okla, lain kali blog lain lak..

kendian~~

salam….

haaa… i got an emel from a fren and i feel so compelled to share it here…

huhu…

very noice aye!! i loike!!

huhuhu… i admit some of the questions tu aku taktau apa jawapannya.. especially kalau pasal nama2 raja or kalau pasal jawatan2 kat kerajaan, adat pepatih etc etc…

kalau perkataan2 tu ada yg aku tau ada yg taktau… maybe aku ni 80% jer n9 kot.. huhu.. nnt aku balek ghumah den tanyo la omak ko apak den apo mano eh pekataan2 yg den tak tau tu..

okla.. semoga terhibur dgn entry kali ni..

later~~

aiyoooo~~

so many things in my head that i wanna say right now… so many that i find its hard to start.. haha.. bak kata aishwarya rai “there is so many, i wudnt even know where to start..”*terus2 feeling parvathy dalam citer devdas katanya..

hmm… lemme think… here’s how im gonna start.. *poyo betol, macam la penting sgt benda yg nak dicakapkan ni

i was superdamned-bored as usual with nothing much to do.. my mate and i were actually watching the movie jumanji that i downloaded the other day, then somewhere in the middle we had to stop… so i used the free moment to check up on my laptop..

since i just bought this new external hardisk of 1 terabyte size… i have this urge to download as much as i can.. and recently i just finished downloaded lost season 1.. hmm… why the hell am i talking about this downloding thingy??

haa… i sure need to really organize my thoughts about the things i wanna say so that i wont digress toooo far from the actual point thats in my head…

the thing is, when i was checking up on my laptop, then out of nowhere i opened this folder containing all these photos of me and my lads when we went to christchurch 2 years ago, that was during my 1st year, at bersatu games and the south island trip..

haiyoooo~~~~ so many photos la in there… and i only realized it now… maybe sebelum ni aku mmg jenis yg suker amek gambar tapi cam tak sedar padahal gambar aku mmg da belambak2…

so as i was browsing all my old photos… tetiba aku cam terasa diri aku ni macam kacak dulu.. haha.. i know how vain that sounds but i am talking about how i looked back then, not how i am now…

sekarang ni?? haaa…. susah nak cakap la… a lot has changed, i changed.. gemok!! hudoh!! rambot burok!!

aiyoooo… there are these photos captured when we were playing volleyball during bersatu… i was skinny!!!

its hard to believe that i was that kurus once… and also the photos during the bersatu dinner.. i basically had no baju to wear to that dinner.. then ezry offered me his jacket.. so i wore his jacket with a kemeja.. and i looked stunning!!

hmm… takder la stunning pon, tapi i looked ok la i reckon..

and i remember ironing my hair right before the dinner… as i had 2 or 3 hours of free time before, so i made sure my hair look perfect.. and of course it did…

huhuhu… but funny thing is when i looked at some of the photos, it seemed like i was wearing a wig.. hitam, bersinat2 rambutku, dan terletak very nicely… haiyoo~~ so chanteque ku rasa diri ini… huhu…

hmmm… looking back at gambar2 tu sumer really brought back these memories i had 2 tahun dulu… having to go to bercuti all over the south island.. with those boys.. pegi main ski for the 1st time.. and having to tidur dalam van ketika winter sejuk2 gaban tu… huhu… best2…

and if given a chance, i’d do it again.. no regrets at all…

to be honest, my main intention of blogging just now is to tell about how sad and unhappy i am with how i look now, comparing with how i looked then..

coz i thought in some of the pictures i looked hot and my hair was awesome and if it was to be told that it was a model in that photo, i think people wudve bought that… hahahahaha…

so perasan la aku ni at times… but thats my opinion la..

tapi sekarang ni haram~~ kegemokan n kehudohan melanda..

i used to swear that i would take care of my body, to take care of my looks, and wouldnt do anything that can jeopardize them.. but it looks like it was all talk..

or maybe its just that what ive been doing isnt good enuf kot.. hmm.. lantak la.. i seriusly dont care about it now..

i need to change the title of this entry.. reminiscing isnt bullshit, its a process of learning i guess.. and accepting changes…

ok2.. i’m out… its jumanji time…

later~~

ps: i hate it that class is starting this monday.. damnit!!

salam..

mmg aku rasa lately i have been ingnoring my frenster.. this site used to be my most frequent visited site.. haha.. time 1st year la tu.,. myspace was its competitor back then.. and there were quizes trying to compare which had more followers..

then facebook muncul.. or more correctly, i was introduced to facebook… and things changed.. everybody else started migrating to facebook.. so thats it for frenster n myspace.. they just got replaced… to me facebook is cooler coz u get to tag the photos, and play the flash games.. they’re cool tho.. and i want to mention some of them here like Restaurant City, FarmTown, BarnBuddy etc.. ini 3 game yg aku main setakat ni.. ada jer lagi byk, tapi i just dont feel like trying them.. hehe..

up until today i think people are still facebooking, meaning theres still no other site that can compete with it.. except for a little while when i first heard about twitter, i thot its the same like all this profile space website(frenster, myspace hi5, etc) and i didnt bother to sign up.. but one day due to an extreme boredom i did the twitter thing and i liked it.. and its not like the others.. twitter is all about updating whats going on in your life… hehe..

why the hell that im talking about twitter now?? hehe..

hmm… and because of the change, i no longer go to my fs site, only once in a fortnite.. or a month.. but i still blog here.. the reason to that is because i wouldnt wanna lose this blog.. i started since 2005.. thats been 4 years, really.. hehehe… and of coz a lot has happened.. a lot i have written.. mainly about my life and how great or terrible its treated me.. so for sure la aku sayang nak abaikan jer blog ni..

haha…

actually that was not my real intention to blog this morning, not because i wanted to talk about facebook or frenster or whatever..

the real deal is.. just a lil while ago, i was facebooking, reading comments and updates of my frens la kan.. then i saw this photos uploaded by musa, and the caption said “hal ehwal luar pejabat”..

the word pejabat made me feel something.. something i dont know how to describe.. and in my heart i said “damn!! he’s talking about offices, and that is his life now”

and it occured to me, in just about 2 years, that is gonna be my life.. i only have setahun setengah to remain as a student.. then no more…

all this while i have been complaining, whining about how fed up i am with this studying thing.. that i dont longer want to study… tired of it bla3…

then it hit me.. do i like the alternative?? that is to go to work, and not study.. having to wake up at 6 every morning, and having to drive to work, stucked in traffic jam..and also to have to answer to my superior..and worst of all to only get to bersenang lenang during weekends… itu pon tak pasti lagi…

am i really ready to change from being a student to that?

heLLLLLLLLLL no way josey!!! i soooooooo hate this working thing ok… and kalau boleh i want to avoid it as long as i can.. tapi nak buat caner.. i cant escape unless kalau aku ni anak raja ke apa kan… or kalau tetiba nnt ada pulak putri raja terpikat ngn aku, pastu aku kawen ngn dier.. idop senang lenang takyah keje.. huhu.. bestnyer~~*berangan*

during the practical job i did  a few months back… i suffered… haha.. bukan la suffer tapi sengsara jugak la.. but i guess maybe because i am a little spoilt kot.. never gone to work before, and never had the experience.. so i struggled jugak la.. i just really hate the fact kena bangun awal, nak pegi keje sumer tu..damn!!

kalau time sekarang ni, my class at 8, kol 730 bleh bangun lagi.. tapi kalau da keje.. mana boleh.. dgn jam la.. kalau tmpat keje jauh lagi sakit.. argh!!! tak suka.. and so not bersedia…

hmm… okla.. i actually have other things to do ni.. nak buat laundry and kemas2 bilik… sehingga bertemu lagi di lain masa…

xoxo~~

salam..

aku mmg tadi takder idea langsung nak taruk title apa for this entry… yang aku tau aku rasa nak tulis macam byk benda… pasal a few times before i had this feeling to write, tapi i didnt have the chance… be it i was about to sleep. or i was doing something important at the time… so i held it dulu… nnt2 aku tulis la bila ada masa.. tapi salu bila macam tu, aku jadi lupa akan apa yg aku nak cakapkan tu… hahha… tapi lantak la…

semalam aku nyer exam 2nd paper… enggen303.. management for engineers katanya… ada 5 soklan, 2 soklan aku tak reti nak jawab… tapi aku tulis jer la apa2 yg aku rasa aku patut tulis… harap2 dapat selai dua markah disitu…

balik jer dari exam semalam, aku masak.. rasa macam berguna bila aku pegi masak semalam.. salu aku makan roti jer, tak pon makan megi.. so semalam aku cam pegi taiping, beli ikan, pastu masak goreng ikan, ngn sayur goreng.. makan lak ngn sambal belacan… wow!! best gila!!

pas makan, pegi landings pulak, wat past years control ngn pasharova.. siap lah tahun 2008 nyer.. satgi nak pegi sana balek ar ni.. nak sambung past years 2007 2006 lak..

kol12 ni pulak dak2 ni ajak main bola dulu kat rec center.. aku rasa cam nak main memandangkan da berapa lama pulak aku tak bersokan.. kegemokan itu sudah sebati dgn diri, ini tidak boleh diterima…

poyo jer, macam la main bola skali boleh terus kurus.. huhu.. ambitious jer..

haaa.. semalam rasa macam berguna sikit hidup daripada harini.. pasal aku tak pegi stadi lagi ni… satgi da nak pi main bola.. balik bola, nak mandi makan sumer.. i reckon kol 4 baru stadi kot… lambat2.. aiseh..

haaa… lagi beberapa ari jer lagi aku nak pegi vegas… yahoo!! tak sabar aku..

hmm.. apa lagi nak cakap kat sini ek.. hmm… tetiba benda2 yg aku nak blogkan tu da ilang pulak..

so sampai disini saja… kendian~~

salam..
i just got back from my first exam for this semester.. mecheng312 : sensors n actuators.. as expected it was freaking susah.. it kinda reminds me of machines n mechanisms that i took last year.. there were no past years exam questions that we could practice.. ada sbnanyer, tapi takder jawapan ar and the questions were kinda vague, and some of them seem like theyve never been taught in class..

haih… i feel both relieved and also screwed.. screwes coz i am not really happy with how i did though.. a couple of questions that i had no clue at all.. and i literally wrote “have no clue at all” and “wth??” for the two questions.. hahahaha…
relieved because sensor i reckon is the hardest of all my 4 subjects this semester… but wait, im still not done with enggen303.. lagi byk benda nak kena baca ni… it is 3 days away.. and 3 days after that exam control pulak… so that means no time to relax2 la for me.. gotta keep busting my ass off la for this week..damn!!!

haaa… actually the feeling to blog came last nite when i was about to sleep.. at that time, my frens came to my house and they were bersukaria pasal one of them had an exam yesterday(thursday).. so derang cam celebrate2 bagai lak kat umah aku.. taktau ker aku nak membuta esok aku ada exam??? damn!!
hmm.. tapi pasal derang kawan kan.. aku takder la nak pi sound ke apa ker.. aku just sumbat telinga ngn ipod jer.. then tdo..
tapi at that time, i was kinda pissed.. and for real, they shudve known better…
tapi… da lepas pon kot.. lupakan jer ar…

hmm.. my bodu feels so tired.. and my otak feels drained.. cam kering jer sumer jus2 sudah diperah…
okla.. nak mandi and berehat2.. malam lewat2 sket sambung stadi… later~~
ps : keep doakan untuk aku for the exam k.. thx..

haaa… tetiba jer i woke up just now and i felt like writing a blog… the reason is still in vague shape, but it think as i go along writing this, i will then realize what is it that really made me to blogging pagi2 buta ni..

haaa… no so pagi buta actually pasal its almost 1pm now… slept at 5 last nite, main singstar.. game nyanyi2 tu… huhu… i totally rocked it… tu pasal lambat jer tdo…

haaa… i just knew that today is hari guru… tu pon pasal aku baca status member2 aku kat facebook, especially those who are doing tesl coz they will be the ones singing the hari guru song in a few years time.. and i came across my old fren back when we were in jasin, nama dier fadli… budak skema gampang ni… haha.. he mention about all the schools that he went to dari skolah tadika sampai la ke fakulti perubatan UKM dier sekarang…

and that made me pondered for a while.. have i even for once said that i am thankful to my teachers?? huuu… to literally do that, to thank them now seems like something yang tak relevent altough it is possible.. coz maybe they all dont remember me anymore… i was never the popular one i guess… haa… maybe i was a little popular…*perasan!!!

but i do really appreciate them… for everything that they’ve done… it would be so cliche for me to baca sajak lilin tu now to say outloud how much i thank them for shaping me the way i am today… but i really am thankful… and i know, their deeds shall be rewarder punya by God.. hehe..

haaa… ni lagu satu benda nak citer… last nite, before going to sleep (pukol 4.30am time tu)..i was thinking… about my life… how things turned out to be… and i compared my life now to the years previuosly… and i smiled… i now can admit that i am happy… i dont know how to explain it, but i am just happy.. rasa macam senang hati.. takder apa2 yg stressful pon.. hmm.. maybe ada pasal each time i go to class, and having to deal with sumer2 pelajaran ni… time tu stressful la sket tapi macam negligible… i think i am doing quite well despite the kesusahan2 itu… huhu.. and of coz i thank God for that.. i remember asking, praying to Him to make it easy for me, dalam kelas, dalam hidup, dalam segala urusan everyweek time semayang jumaat.. and i think ive got it… alhamdulillah….

i like to think of myself as a realistic person… and by saying this, it doesnt mean that i am not.. but i do really hope that these good things that i have now will grow, and last for as long as they can… insyaAllah they will…

right now… as i am typing this.. i am smiling… coz i am happy… so happy…. and for this wonderful life.. once again.. thank you God… huhu…

bosan bosan bosan….

aku tidak patut bosan pada waktu ini, aku patut stadi pasal kames ni aku ada test sensors n actuators yang susah itew.

tapi sekarang aku langsung tiada mood dan motivasi untuk menyetadikan diri pasal aku tgh kenyang. aku turun ke dapur tadi untuk memasak lempeng.

aku makan dgn sambal ikan bilis yang dibeli di taiping, sangat sedap sekali. aku makan sampai 4 keping kerana aku sorang yang pelahap.

di taiping tadi, aku juga ada membeli sekotak maggi kari berharga 40 dollar, ada 60 bungkus maggi di dalam kotak itu. tidak mengapa lah, itu ialah bekalan untuk setahun.

kalau tak silap aku, the last time that i blogged is last month tapi aku tak ingat pulak berapa hari bulan. mmg dah lama aku tak memblog. sebabnye pasal aku sgt malas dan juga sebab aku rasa aku ni dah tua. *takder kaitan*

kalau dulu2, aku rasa seronok bila tulis pasal kehidupan aku. apa yang berlaku sekeliling aku. dan aku buat dgn kerap tapi sejak kebelakangan ini, aku rasa aku telah menjadi terlalu malas untuk buat itu semua. aku juga tiada motivasi diri especially pada ketika ini kerana aku sgt kenyang dan keadaan bilik aku sekarang sgt gloomy. aku sengaja tidak membuka langsir tingkap dan tidak meng’on’kan lampu. mungkin aku rasa terlebih selesa dan aku tidak mahu membuat kerja yang aku sepatutnya buat iaitu stadi untuk test kames ini.

disini, aku rasa seperti mahu berkongsi sesuatu yang telah lama bersarang di dalam benak fikiran aku ni. sejak beberapa bulan yang lalu, pemikiran aku tentang kehidupan telah mengalami beberapa perubahan here and there. those changes although quite small but were big enough to change the way i see life and also how my presence in this world can mean something.

apakah dan bagaimana kewujudan aku akan membawa makna dalam dunia ini aku masih tak pasti. tapi yang aku boleh katakan di sini, aku sangat bersyukur untuk semua yang telah dianugerahkan.

bukan semua orang dapat apa yang aku dapat, dan bukan semua orang yang dapat apa yang aku dapat sedar akan kelebihan2 ini, dan mungkin tidak pernah terlintas difikiran mereka akan betapa bertuahnya badan2 mereka mendapat semua pemberian tuhan ini.

aku adalah antara those ungrateful maggots who complain and whine a lot. tidak beberapa lama yg lalu aku selalu bising dan merungut pasal aku rasa seperti menyesal sambung belajar. aku menyesal belajar engineering pasal aku rasa pada waktu itu yang aku tiada passion untuk engineering. aku anggap engineering itu bosan dan tidak akan membuatkan aku happy ketika bekerja.

ya, aku ada mengatakan itu semua. dan aku juga telah settle dgn fact that this is my path now and tidak mungkin didalam kehidupan ini aku akan mampu melakukan anything to change that. i told myself that and i know i will do just fine.

aku sedar betapa kurang bersyukurnya aku pada waktu itu. tapi sekarang aku rasa aku sudah menjadi lebih bersyukur. aku rasa aku agak selfish pada waktu dulu kerana aku hanya mengonsiderkan diri aku dan tidak orang2 lain. sekarang setelah aku nampak the bigger picture aku sedar walaupon aku mungkin tiada passion untuk kerja ini. aku tahu inilah yang akan menjadikan aku seorang yang berguna dan membantu keluarga aku mendapat kehidupan yang lebih baik.

unless i dont have any family, i wouldve long gone back to msia and ended up being a gigolo.. i swear to god i would do that if things arent they way they are right now.

begitulah jahatnya aku sekarang. how wild my mind can think huh?

haaa…

asalamualaikum sumer…

pada ketika ini housemates aku sumer tgh bizi stadi pasal depa ada test senin ni… padan muka!! saper soh 2nd year? saper soh lahir setahun lambat.. well, except for bali, lahir 87 sama ngn aku tapi dier kena tunggu setahun lak… well, lain orang lain kisahnyer..

why the hell am i talking about my housemates lak ni… tujuan aku nak citer pasal imahlenggok tadi…

hahahaha… betina sundels tu da kembali melebarkan sayapnyer di arena pem’blog’an(is there such word?).. hahaha.. tak kisah la kan… aku pon cam baru jer tahu wanita palsu itu baru saja memulakan penulisan blognya setelah dier lama menyepi tanpa khabar, selepas pemergian adindanya..

well, actually ada la beberapa kali aku nampak dier menyibuk, bertenggek kat blog cik2 fefonens yang lain tapi pasal aku tak minat yang lelain tu, so aku tak baca blog2 tersebut, lantaran itu juga aku tidak mengikuti perkembangan unstazah imah kita..

tapi kini… what the heck right, she’s back(she’s a he actually) tapi lantak la kan… aku tak kisah tentang kecelaruan gender yang dialami oleh nya kerana pada aku apa yang di paparkan dalam blog dier tu telah outweigh the fact that she’s a fefonen..

hmm.. aku pon tak pasti samada tu compliment atau kutukan.. yang penting aku minat dier..

yesssss odie!!! aku tidak gentar dan juga tidak malu untuk menatakan minat aku terhadap blog imahlenggok.. blog dier jer… betina tu aku tak minat… jumpa tak penah, muka pon taknah tgk.. lain la kau kan odie…

terkenang2 aku peristiwa “hey dude!!” ko dgn cik imahkita ittteww!!

haaa… tetiba jer entry ni kurasakan seperti satu dialog perbualan gossip aku bersama odie… hmmm… well, its not.. i dont even know if that bitch(odie) is reading my blog or not… hahaha.. kalau dier tak baca, i’ll tell him to read it bila jumpa dier nnt..

hmm.. aper lagi aku nak bebel kat sini.. haaa…. setelah baca blog baru si imah ni, tetiba aku cam ter-berminat nak jadi makhayam kat blog aku..bley???

tapi aku rasa maybe tak perlu kot… and also i know that i’m not as creative as she is..or he is.. watever!!  hmmm… tak kisah la kan… so aku disini menyarankan reramai orang menyinggah di blog kak imah kita, pasal there is alot to learn and to laugh abt kat blog dier…

okla… sampai disini saja aku meracau kat sini…. nak pegi main tennis di asb auckland… sehingga berjumpa lagi… later~~